The True Rantings of Lep

DO you remember when we were happy...

Fri, 29 Feb 2008 06:10:43 GMT

I haven't Used this in a long time... and though I wouldn't call this a rant... I just really don't feel like posting to my main... only because this is ramblings... and I would feel silly if I wrote for no reason... so yeah.

Life is funny... I can't really seemed to get a grip on how I feel on anything. Some might say I'm Depressed but I'm not sad. "I don't wanted to be wasted"... I mean I don't even know. I played a little of No More Heroes today... Got a little into but then decided to put it away. It's like I'm looking through a window. I see the sun outside and I want to be there but for some reason I'm scared that it's going to rain when I go outside.

Maybe it's because I see the world relaxing and I feel I should too... but there is a burning inside Needing to escape. I mean "it can come out of nowhere"... Tragic and lame there is nothing more to my life than bits of txt...life is like a pointless stick... It's not sharp and it's dead... Um... I thought there was a point to this post... but no, It's just letting the boredome slide. I feel like everything is base... there is no thrills... no fun... sure it may be my fault (and it is)... but besides going on a killing spree, I can't really think of a way to shake up my life.

I feel regret because I need to be pushed... and all my pushers are sitting dealing with there own... so I sit here typing... MY brain might explode... but it might not... So much, but so little care.

- I wish I could be like all my heroes... I wish I could be like all yours too...

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 08:47:06 GMT

Depending on when I feel like typing it... Rant Coming soon...

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 08:03:29 GMT

It never fucking goes away does it?

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 21:51:05 GMT

In fact.. I'm not done.. this is a place to rant.. so Ranting it shall be...

They delayed "Cursed" to fucking February... their reasoning.. They want to make free of competition oh yeah.. because we all know all those werewolf movies coming out in October.. I mean horror movies in general.. Oh the Seed of chucky.. that's it.. I mean competition! from what? The fucking sun? The original release date was October 1st.. Oh do you think Shark tale was going to steal people? how about Ladder 49? You know how many werewolves there are in that movie (it's about fire fighting).. oh.. the only problem.. The real problem I see is Saw... but how many of you even know about Saw? I personally Can't wait... so there you have it.. the "competition"... I swear there's no love for the wolf..

also I saw a sneak of what is lead to believe is the opening scene's script of the rewrite... for those who are unfamiliar. hell I just learned all this.. there were major rewrites in the whole movie.. funny thing is they filmed the 1st script entirely and when they went to rewrite the ending they just rewrote the whole fucking movie.. so they had to reshoot everything.. and when they did that some people were busy so they ended up with mostly a new cast too... I hope they released the 1st edition too... that would make this whole Oct 1st thing forgivable and make me a happy little wolf.. But I guess for all my Werewolf needs "Ginger Snaps Back" is going to be released in September.. shit I still need to watch the 2nd one (in a non club environment).. that is all...

From a conversation earlier

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 21:32:51 GMT

funny enouoph.. comericals don't work on me.. I mean My mom wants to look up cars on the net.. so you know I can see the asking price for a car I would want.. So I was going to go to Vie-ex (sp?) but I can't find out how to fucking spell it.. and you think If I was "Brainwashed" by them I would know how to acess their fucking site!

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 01:38:17 GMT

This Is WAY far from a rant but I. Can post this here without filtering things.. and I'm lazy.. So if I don't answer my phone.. i don't hate you.. I'm just most likely busy.

Work schedule

Thursday - 6:00 pm - 12:00 am
Friday - 6:00 pm - 12:00 am
Sunday - 6:00 pm - 12:00 am
Tuesday - 6:00 pm - 12:00 am
Thursday - 10:30 am - 5:00 pm

I'm going to feel this way till I'm 6ft underground

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 19:02:17 GMT

Not realy a rant but oh well...

I hate dressing nice... it's so fucking pointless.. really it fucking is.. stupid humans and their love for image.. I SO can't wait till I'm famous and can wear whatever I fucking want... god fuck this shit.. It's not really worth it.. If I don't get this job then fuck things like this in general.. I mean I already feel the the suffocation... Though one thing I did notice is I can't do shit to look nice i don't know shit.. and realy I don't fucking care to know...

Side note, My sis says I look nice..

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 21:30:49 GMT

FUCK ALL THE STOLE STEALING, LIFE FORCE GULPING, BLOODSUCKING THINGS OUT THERE!

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 21:40:52 GMT

FUCKING hell! Can't anyone just give me a god damn second... I mean for reals.. just one god damn secomnd to my self IT'S LIKE I CNA NEVER BE ALONE! fUCK.... GRRRR
and why dise,.;. Never mindd!

I'm not that mad But I'm fustrasted as hell... life never right.. that's how it goes... I mean I'm not even mad on the releationship front.. though it pisses me off when I make a comment on searching and they ask how someone is.. I DON' T FUCKING KNOW.. I NEVER KNEW... I'll NEVER KNOW! NO.. right now I'm pissed that I don't know that when my sis & mom decied to clean today they have to fucking bug me... I cleaned all day yesterday.. I'm going to clean in a bit... SO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE (directed to them.. not you)
And further more What the hell is up with Sophie, asking to go to gay prom with her... that is silly.. yeah if I liked dancing and felt like socilizing I might go, do the sillyness of it all... Sorry I figured I should mention it.. Oh and I'm glad Wake is leaving me the fuck alone.. good riddence!

This belongs here

Mon, 31 May 2004 07:43:37 GMT

Leperchan5: I think the people at Mirimax are dicks, They went on record that they are going to milk the shit out of Kill Bill
Leperchan5: "This is the beauty of having two volumes," said Rick Sands in the Times. "Volume 1 goes out, Volume 2 goes out, then Volume 1 Special Edition, Volume 2 Special Edition, the two-pack, then the Tarantino collection as a boxed set out for Christmas. It's called multiple bites at the apple."
Leperchan5: No it's called being an Fucking Asshole
SuedeHeadSpike: lol that quote like, two months old
SuedeHeadSpike: tarantino likes buying multiple dvds, he's said it on record. we all knew this was coming
Leperchan5: So
Leperchan5: I don't fucking care
Leperchan5: this is me not caring how old it is >=P
Leperchan5: What I do care about is everyone, and I do mean everyone creating a fucking special editon and like hella soon..
Leperchan5: Don't get me wrong I have both editons of "The Howling" and there was like what added.. Some deleted scenes and a better transfer.. but it was some years apart..
Leperchan5: Like 1 year and Underworld Special edtion.. I mean It didn't do good in theaters so who would of thought it would get one in a year!..
Leperchan5: I'm just getting more and more pissed off at companies now.. It makes me want to pirate and give out Free DVD's at stores when they come out..
SuedeHeadSpike: hahaha
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Note: I am planning on Buying Underworld: Special Edtion.

GOths, they suck

Thu, 27 May 2004 22:54:37 GMT

Attention, Attention:... I HATE WHINNY GOTH BITCHES... yes.. you know I was going to save this first rant for something I'm really pisssed off at.. but this mediocrity crap will have to do... So yeah.. That means.. I will spell check this shit..since.. Well, I'm not that mad... I'm not pounding on the keyboards furiously like an ape trying to crack a coconut with his bear hands... So further more..

You know what sucks... when people bitch and whine and like a lot... I mean if 2/3 of your posts are like this then I'm talking about you.. hell if 2/3 the time I talk to you and your like this then you need to fucking grow up... hell I know people can be sad. I understand. hell I used to be sad.. hell I used to be a whinny bitch... but no more... why because I grew up... it's calling growing up! People should try it.. instead of being whinny 30-year old bitches.. (note: typing faster.. getting more pissed off).. Soo yeah.. I've done it.. I grew up.. so.. you should at least try...IT WONT HURT YOU... staying in the same shit you wallowing in is never good.. crawl... go forward,.. get out of the shit.. come on people!!! I've done it.. and I'm not talking about that MEDi-cal shit!

You know what pisses me off.. pill poppers.. to make them happy.. Fuck that I was depressed for 5 fucking years.. and that was some clinical shit.. I mean I was really fucking depressed.. but did I down 50 gallons of vicondain and pretended the problem went away.. nO! grow up.. NOw.. wait... I know there are a few who really need it.. so too those few.. It's all good.. I love you.. but to the FAKERS.. who just can't deal with life... just fucking die.. your wasting space.. space for my children.. space for my fucking new dog with lots of puppies I believe a dog and puppies should have their own house over you.. why because YOU SUCK

OK back to the point.. whinny bitches.. the fact that sucks the most of this.. WHen you like them.. when your friends with them... when you feel the undying need to help them and it won't work.. fuck I know James knows what I mean.. I mean sometimes when I'm down.. he wants to help but he can't.. it sucks.. but those are real problems that he can't help.. What I hate are people going all goth because "I DROPPED MY HOT-DOG"... WTF... grow up.. I HATE GOTHS!.. they are so sexy and some are really really fucking smart but when they go into Mopey 3000 mode it pisses me off.. It probably dose this because I've been there and I've done that.... I'm 21 (22 soon) so like anyone older I just feel pity and hate for them.. I wish I could so fucking help but how can I when I don't know the fucking problem... I mean Maybe it's real grief.. maybe someone's bird died.. I was going to go into a rant about GOD.. but that's another day.

-Goths I have a love/hate thing for them